Everybody's Starry-Eyed

How can I be so hopelessly in love with you and yet continue to bury and ignore how I feel? I guess I’m scared….I know we’ll never be together because of one little factor that might not be so little because it’s getting in the way of what could possible be the greatest happiness of my life. I can’t ever imagine being okay with watching you be happy with anyone else. Yea I’m being selfish but maybe it’s time for me to be. Everything is so confusing, but I think that maybe I’m ready to sacrifice our friendship to express how I feel, to be selfish, at an attempt to reclaim being okay with or without you.

crippledbypizza:

i observe

i take notes

and i hypothesize

Most amazing day today <3